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JUDGE SEPTIMUS J. HANNA, CSD
(A. D. 250) To be jealous of what you see to be good, and to be envious of those that are better than yourself, beloved brethren, seems in the eyes of some people to be a slight and petty wrong, and being thought trifling and of small account, it is not feared. Not being feared, it is contemned (neglected); being contemned it is not easily shunned and it thus becomes a dark, hidden mischief, which as it is not perceived so as to be guarded against by the prudent, secretly distresses incautious minds. But moreover, the Lord bade us be prudent, and charged us to watch with careful solicitude, lest the adversary, who is always lying in wait, should creep stealthily into our breast and blow up a flame from the sparks, magnifying small things into the greatest, and so, while soothing the unguarded and careless with a milder air and softer breeze, should stir up storms and whirlwinds and bring about the destruction of faith, the shipwreck of salvation and of life. Is it not in order for Christian Scientists to make thorough self-examination and ascertain to what extent they are under the law of jealousy and envy? May it not be well to seriously and carefully inquire whether or not the worship of this god has not much to do with the bickerings and divisions in our ranks, as well as the failures to demonstrate Truth as it should be demonstrated in the healing of sickness? Of course the adversary whispers all sorts of soft things into listening ears. He comes invariably in the guise of good, assuming the role of an angel of light. He well knows that he cannot otherwise deceive Christian Scientists. His most subtle and effective whispering is that "You are perfectly right in your view of the questions on hand. You only are right and the others all wrong, in error. Our side is true and loyal, the other side untrue and disloyal." We are easily self-mesmerized into this way of thinking, and the devil (one evil, the false claim of Intelligence and Good) is ever ready to feed our self-righteousness. Thus it is that "a flame is blown up from the sparks, magnifying small things into the greatest, and so, while soothing the unguarded and careless with a milder air and softer breeze, should stir up storms and whirlwinds and bring about the destruction of faith," etc. While in this mental condition we are bereft of right reason, of charity, of capacity to judge righteously, and hence become hard, cold, harsh, uncharitable and un-Christlike. There is need of much more prayer and humiliation in our ranks, of a broader charity and deeper conception of love, of more kindliness of affection. We need to study more deeply the Scriptures and our textbook upon this subject, as well as our Church Manual, and studying them, assimilate their meaning and bring it out in our lives. We should especially read and ponder and profit by section 1 of article viii, which we monthly read at our services. We need more of the Spirit, more of Love; less extravagant assertion, and more of good works. We shall run riot in the letter if we are not ever watchful and prayerful. "Let him that thinketh he standeth, take heed lest he fall." There is a profundity of meaning in this Pauline admonition that we have not yet fathomed. Our own false and deceived sense of security is often our greatest danger. We are apt to lose our own footing attempting to "regulate" the footsteps of others. We are in danger of giving time which belongs to us in working out our own problem, to an overzealous watching of our neighbor. We must learn that time given to fretting and fuming over supposed incursions into our domain by our imaginary enemies either within or without our ranks, is time wasted, nay, worse than wasted, for it reacts upon ourselves and makes our burden heavier. We must know that we have no enemies. If we are ourselves right and serving God in the way of His appointing, the only possible result to us of seeming hardship, persecution, injustice, or cruelty is to drive us higher, further and further away from the falsity of mere human personality, and nearer and nearer to God. It is in this sense that we have no enemies, indeed can have none. How slow we are to learn this! Yet how brimful of just this teaching are the Scriptures! Jesus stated and restated this truth throughout his teachings, illustrating it by apt parable and minute object lesson. Our "patient, tender, and true" Mother in Israel has written and rewritten it and by every form of admonition and supplication, sought to arouse us from the heavy stupor in which we fancy we have enemies. And yet we continue in the false dream, stupid, headstrong, self-willed, self-righteous, self-mesmerized. Let us awake from our stupor! Let us talk less and do more! Let us render obedience more with the heart and less with the lips. If we were not in the belief of having enemies, we could be free from the demon of jealousy, envy and malice, for there would be no room for its assertion, or even its claim. God help us to be Christians.
The Christian Science Journal, October, 1896 |
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